DAY 1

This will be boring not being able to come up with titles but that is the least of my worries. This is just for me for right now. I went to Curves today and tried to make a conscious effort to work hard. As Bill left for work, my thoughts were flashing in my mind of how I will handle this day. I have let food become so much a part of my comfort and it's not healthy food. I keep thinking "I'll enjoy one more day and then get started". I printed up all the recipes last night and so I'll make up my grocery list and get started on the right foot. This will be hard work but it is well worth it. The struggle I have is that I want it now and looking ahead a months make it seem so much harder. BUT.........those months will come no matter what and I'll feel so much better if I'm lighter when those months come and go. We are leaving 2 months from today for our cruise with the kids and I want a WOW reaction from them when we see each other. I know I can do this............it is up to me and no one else. It's a new day.